Am I so mean to myself?

She worked so hard for me. Always saved me from all kinds of vulnerabilities. Her foresight was good enough to make me secured from all crooked eyes. She didn’t like me crying even though sometimes I lost the control. Even then her presence of mind was really appreciable as she could make me relieved with some better vision and positive thoughts. I could easily comeback to the normal mode with her compassion only. It was her liveliness which made me a busy bee always. She never complained of lack of time. She made me understood that everything is possible if you have a genuine will and proper prioritization. And above all she could easily erase the word ‘boredom’ from my vocabulary.

So,

I really value you, my inner self; I won’t torture you at any cost. You are doing a great job.