I woke up every single day with a reason in mind
I had a crush.. shhhhhhhh….I still cherish the moments I met you for the first time. Such a magical pull.. I couldn’t take my eyes off.
I wanted to be a part of your musical life. But donno, why you were always slipping out of my reach. Still you filled my heart and mind completely.
I was looking for you. I was waiting for your acoustic effect.
A decade later you came to me in a white costume. I didnt know what’s wrapped inside. Very carefully I touched you. Finally the golden, black threads and beads appeared in front of me. There was no limit for my joy. I became that old schoolgirl for a moment.
My lovey wind chimes, my crush.. You came after a long awaited period. 😉
He went out, opened the door, and took the newspapers from the corridor. Wished someone jogging outside. Started reading the newspapers with a cup of coffee in his hands.
We are used to certain things. And we do them a kind of robotically as we are very much used to them. We know how to do it or when to do it. So we are just doing the same without looking around, without perceiving much from the surroundings.
There is a saying about one’s skill like ‘he can do it even while sleeping’. They are pointing to the expertise of that one. But will the environment be same always? What’s the point in doing something unconsciously, without having any control over the changed environment?
Even if the environment is not changed, do we really watch it consciously while doing the routine stuffs..?
She sits with her laptop the whole day. After a while, found her searching for the pen-drive everywhere in the home. Lately only she noticed that it was there upon her laptop table itself.
May be her eyes have seen that pen-stick lying just near to her. But she didn’t sense it at all. Or rather the impulse hasn’t reached her nervous system.
Be sensible and stop blaming on sense organs. Let the consciousness win over the sleepy mind.
Have you thought why our sense organs are not working in the way they are expected?
May be if that coherence happened with the senses, the world would have been crowded with Einsteins or Newtons. 😉
Why do we sometime feel too lazy..?
Is it a conscious decision of our busy mind to take rest?
I am not an impatient creature.. still I hate waiting time if I am forced to do nothing physically.
So then I free my mind and it does work and comes back with a new thought..
A new adventure starts there..
Found a missed call in my phone. But I was too hesitated to call back. Or something else prevented me to give the courtesy call back
(Definitely the caller was not at all my enemy)..
But somehow I forced myself to call back.
And you know, there was no response from the other side.
And I felt so relieved…I was so happy that I did not have to talk anymore and I haven’t broken any courtesy rules.
Why did I think in this way?
Am I so rude…;)
Is this just a play of my mind..?
(Definitely, this play happens very occasionally only and not at all often. )
Is it possible to love more than one person at a time?
(To make it clear I am talking about the romantic relationship between actual lovers, and not the lovely relationship between parent-child or between friends or siblings.)
Can you love one person sincerely while committed to another? But then, what will be definition of sincerity?
My mind questions even the pragmatic views of love after a break-up/separation. Is it really possible to love someone new again? If you were truly in love with the first person, how could you fall in love with the second? Does it mean that it was not genuine in the first time..? Anyway, now let us forget about the lifetime events and back to the question “Is it possible to love romantically more than one person at a time (not about the universal attraction)”
Then there comes the views of society. If you love two persons at a time, people call it as cheating. In their views, it is okay even if you love someone new after avoiding the existing, but it becomes erroneous while loving many simultaneously.
Both cases do not make any sense in my thoughts or in a way both are equal.
If we are loving two people, concurrently or one after the other, aren’t we cheating our own mind itself..? How can he/she love someone new, ignoring the older one who once ruled his/her mind? He/she could just make him/her believe so, ignoring the underlying facts. Isn’t it..?
True love is everlasting; it is never rooted in momentary infatuations. So in a heart there could be place for another heart only.. Not many more. There cannot be any ‘delete’ keys in the heart.
I heard people telling like “Love is not a scarce resource. So if you have an ability to fall in love with many, do it left and right”. These polygamous relationships are way beyond my senses to appreciate. Anyway if you are open-minded enough to enjoy the balance of multiplicative love, be 100% open with everyone you love and their feelings and ensure that you are building without hurting someone.
This is the translated version of രാധയ്ക്കറിയാം
We often reset our laptops, mobiles, mixer grinder etc etc..
We reset them mostly because of their poor performance. And normally after that resetting, they will be back to their full mode of operation.
While we are so concerned on this life less machines, how could we be so cruel upon our own brain/mind..? Why don’t we try to reset it..?
They key is with you, so use it.
You may be thinking like resetting is to escape from the negative thoughts or from the pressure of the previous hectic days. But yes, it could be. But moreover, I feel the positivity of resetting in every challenge around me.
When there is a complex situation or a task, (let it be your exams, interviews or a tough project assignment), sitting on the same even in the moonlight won’t be beneficial at all. Working hours and hours on the same thing, won’t boost your creativity. Then, infact one could think in the same old pattern only, in which they are already tuned. Nothing beyond that.
And then if you could have a reset, may be a sound sleep and come back, definitely there will be a better vision. Resetting makes us focused and determined. Above to that, it helps to have an innovative eye on our thoughts.
Resetting may vary from people to people. For me it is like introspecting myself in silence and assuring my mind holding my diary. This is my way of meditation.
(Simply, it is like, you write something and keep it in your drafts folder at least for a few hours/minutes before publishing. Then comeback and re-read it.. Definitely it will have an impact.)
Learning something really tough and complex..
There are two options in front of you,
- Just ignore it and move on to the next. If it is also complex, repeat the process and end nowhere. 😉
- Try to eat every bit of it at a go itself, make yourself struggled with it and win over it. Nothing should be remained as unlearned on the very first go itself 😉
If you are choosing the first option, just quit reading the reaming part of the post.
If it is option two for you, no doubt that nothing will remain in your mind when it is time for use of the learned stuffs.
So definitely a third option should be there. So what is that third option for you..?
On the first day, when we are trying to read/learn something, we will be feeling as if a complete mess all over. Just go with that .. We have a tomorrow also.
Next day also, start from the scratch.. don’t you feel the opening of your third eye..?
Yes, after the reset (sound sleep over night), things are going to be much clearer as we already laid the foundation.
Resetting has got a great importance to make ourselves fresh.
Increase the days depending on the complexity or how fast you are learning. Do more and more exploration rather than limiting to the same old stuffs.. more and more browsing.
And no doubt that, things will be under control on the final day, if you are not ready to lose it in between. Now go back to your founding steps ..see.. it is not at all a mess now..
I woke up at 2 AM. Was very thirsty. Took my water bottle from the bedside table. Damn it.. no water at all. Being hesitant to go to kitchen, I tried to make my eyes asleep. But didn’t work. Eyes are wide open awaiting water. So got up and went to kitchen. Filled my water bottle and took a sip.
shhhh.. Opposite wall is shining. Why is that light coming from that wall? I didn’t switch on any lights as I had already kept some dim-light on before going to sleep. Now the light has come completely out of the wall. It is coming towards me. But it dint’ has any legs. But felt it moving. Or was it floating in air?
My loud mouth stopped talking, even couldn’t utter a single word. My eyes didn’t blink at all. I was on Goosebumps. I too felt myself floating in the air. I asked my mind to keep calm. To my wonder, my mind was not anywhere there. It had escaped to some physics classes of Electromagnetic waves in search of light.
Something in the shape of a hand trying to touch me. I felt, it was trying to shake my hands. Being driven by some unknown forces, I too took my hands and greeted it. All of a sudden I experienced a resonance. Yes, that wave had my own frequency because it was my missing mind itself..
NB: Please excuse me if I irritated you with my wandering mind. 😉