What’s your state on time?
(Maybe a time anxious person can better read my question)
- Finding time to explore more things?
- Doing something just to kill your time (maybe to escape from someother thing)?
Oh! My dictionary has become food for ants. Did they enter the bookbinding to learn some new words and mock at me?
I literally had to struggle to kick them out of my book. So many were killed during the process though not cautiously. I was a little bit worried on seeing them losing their lives. But did I have any other options to save my dictionary?
Seems my mirror neurons (The neurons which fires your empathy and allows you to grasp the emotions of others) are activated a little bit. But still am I really guilty for what I did? I can’t kill an animal or a bird. (Not because of my goodness but to save myself from the guilty feeling) If my mirror neurons are working then, why not fully in the case of these poor ants? If I could hear them crying, maybe I wouldn’t have.. Is it like that..? I donno actually.
An afterthought: Actually why do we need to have this weird phenomenon of empathy causing all these confusions? Actually is it really empathy or selfishness as I posted in Painful..
Still the fight goes on….
Do you like vegetarian food or non-vegetarian food?
I like both, but a little more inclined towards non-veg.
While having non-veg food do you think about those killed birds or animals or fish in your plate?
I never used to think about them in the past. Simply enjoyed all those yummy yummy dishes. But nowadays, I donno, I just can’t concentrate while eating chicken or fish. I just feel how good it had been if they were alive..?
I know, they will be killed/eaten by someone else even if I stopped. May be I cannot save them. (trying just to console myself ).
But these feelings haunt me a lot recently. And on the other side I just can’t stop eating non- veg completely. ( I like it too) : (
What will I do..?
How can I stop eating them..?