She asked herself “Is this love or infatuation or just an obsession?”
Her inner self whispered “This is pure madness; an unresolvable puzzle”
I don’t find true love or romance in you guy’s relationship.
Oops… How dare I to say that. Who am I to judge someone else relationship. After all who am I to define love?
What is love.. love is just love.. nothing more to say.. It’s good enough as it’s not an abstract thing to be defined.
Your version of love may not be like my version. It doesn’t imply that you are only right or I am. People may be expressive or non-expressive. Let them be as they are.
If there is love, the bond will be multidimensional comprising all the emotions under a single umbrella. It will have care, trust, lust, passion, longing, addiction, possessiveness, compassion, attraction, attachment, affection and comfort (and many more). There is always enough space for you to release your temper, grief, and any pain.
And yeah, hormones such as oxytocin also have a main role to play in love. Maybe that’s why you cannot force some to love you or prevent someone from loving you.
And above all to the superficial feelings, there develops a quite natural bond as you go on. And that natural addiction will be evidenced in your actions.
You can buy an orgasm, but never love. No love for sale is so far available in the markets.
Well, this is how I outline love up to certain extent, and yes I don’t believe in first sight love.
Something haunting her
From the bottom of heart
She is so restive that she
Can’t bear this anymore.
Among the various whys
Strained to find the best fit
Nothing in step with her pain
She is drowned in deep love.
Her soul is burning to no end
No one can pacify her heart’s fuss
All she wants is to be with him,
With regular doses of hugs n kisses.
She just wanna lie on the bed
With her hands resting on his chest
Her days are nowhere to be found
When the cuddling nights are far-off
She is stuck in past, lost in thoughts
Thru the evokes of tangled fingers
She just needs to be held in his arms
In the tranquil hour of night, forever.
“എന്നും നിങ്ങളെന്റെ കൂടെയുണ്ടാവണം. എന്റെ കണ്ണടയുവോളും എനിക്കു നിങ്ങളെ കണ്ടുകൊണ്ടിരിക്കണം.”
ഇതൊന്നും ഞാന് പറഞ്ഞതല്ല. എവിടൊക്കെയോ കേട്ടു മറന്ന ചിലതു.
ഞാനതിനെ ഒന്നൂടൊന്നു മനസ്സിരുത്തി വായിച്ചപ്പോള് മറഞ്ഞിരുന്ന സ്വാര്ഥതയാണു കണ്ണില്പ്പെട്ടതു.
എനിക്കു ജീവിക്കാന് നിങ്ങളെ വേണം എന്ന അന്തര്ലീനമായ സത്യം. സ്വാര്ഥത നിറഞ്ഞ സത്യം.
“Oh God, please don’t take him away from me as long as I am alive”
Such a lovely prayer, no..? What do you think..?
Here, someone is emphasizing that he/she can’t live without his/her soul-mate.
Can you see love there?
“No worries once your life is over, but what about your soul-mate? Can he/she live without you? Who will take care of him/her? Your life was safe as he/she was with you until your last breath. Now what will happen to him/her in your absence? You are least bothered on that as you are already dead. Isn’t it..? That’s why you are praying like “Oh God, please don’t take him away from me as long as I am alive”
Unfortunately my eyes could not trace the least bits of love over there. Is it not all about selfishness?
Instead I found this much thoughtful “I will never get over the grief of losing you as you are my life breath. But moreover I love you and can never make you alone. So my Lord, please keep me alive atleast till his last breath so that my honey will never be alone”